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Empowerment

Over the past few years, we’ve learned a lot of new skills.

We grow vegetables, bake bread, and make Greek yoghurt.  All our cakes and cookies are baked at home, we temper chocolate, and there is a healthy supply of homemade vanilla extract brewing in the linen cupboard.

Our friends will occasionally ask us why we bother. They point out that in Sydney’s Inner West (where we live), there are excellent artisan bakers and fabulous organic markets.  And over the years, I’ve given a variety of answers – our lifestyle saves us money, we eat less processed foods, it sets a good example for our sons. But lately I’ve been giving the question more serious thought.

Four years ago (almost to this day) when we started Fig Jam and Lime Cordial, Pete and I were struggling.  Not in our relationship, which thankfully has always been solid, but with a conflux of life circumstances that had left us badly shaken and unsure of the future.

At that time we were already baking bread. Gradually, we tried new things – there were so many aspects of life that we didn’t have control over at the time, but we could still figure out how to churn butter from old cream or turn a box of apricots into jam. Recording our adventures on this blog meant that they weren’t lost in the ether, and gave us an opportunity to share them with all of you.

And I suddenly realised the other day what the past four years have really been about. Our psyche – our sense of self-worth – had been battered. We had lost confidence in our ability to deal with what life was throwing at us. And gradually, over the past few years, we’ve worked at restoring it.  By trying new things, and eventually mastering them, we have incrementally rebuilt our self-confidence.

Every time we learn a new skill, regardless of how minor it is, it empowers us.

That empowerment is double-sided – firstly, we gain knowledge which can often be used to the benefit of our family and friends. Perhaps more importantly though, with each addition to our skill set, we grow more confident in our ability to tackle the new and unknown.  The future is less daunting when we can look back on our past achievements.

And it doesn’t matter whether or not it’s a skill that we’ll continue to use – each and every time we accomplish something, we’re able to say to ourselves, “Look at what we can do! Who would have thought that was possible?”

In short, it makes us feel good about ourselves.

Dearhearts, life can be brutal. Sometimes we are weighed down by what feels like unbearable worries, other times the rug can be whipped out from under our feet. If that happens, the advice we offer from our limited experience is this – take baby steps to restore your self-confidence.  Seek a sense of achievement in small, manageable tasks, and gradually build upon it.

It doesn’t matter what you undertake – I have friends who have found incredible joy and satisfaction in everything from sewing to basket weaving to astronomy – just don’t start with anything too big.  Knit a scarf before you attempt a sweater.  And accept that skills worth having sometimes take time to learn – don’t be disillusioned if your results aren’t perfect straight away.

The older we get, the more we realise how little control we actually have over what the world throws at us. All we can do is shore up our own self-esteem, build its foundations as best we can, and hope that it will fortify us against the vagaries of life.

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Late last year, my friend Nic bought me some new chocolate to try.

It was quite tasty, but the appearance was what fascinated me – it looked like it had been poured onto bubblewrap. I thought it might be fun to see what chocolate set on textured surfaces would look like, and went on a trawl through the pantry to see what I could use.

I found a silicone baking mat, a potholder, and my kaak cookie moulds

Thinking a flavoured chocolate would be more interesting than a plain one, I finely chopped some Buderim Naked Ginger and a handful of sweet roasted almonds leftover from a previous project, and stirred them into a bowl of tempered dark chocolate (about 62% cacao)…

I then spread a generous portion onto my textured silicone mat, and flattened it out with an offset spatula.  This was actually the easy part – balancing the darn thing in the fridge to set was tricky…

These are the cookie moulds I picked up from Harkola – they’re reversible, and I used the other side of both of these..

…and ended up with these exquisite wheels of chocolate, studded with ginger and nuts…

I’m really chuffed with how well these turned out! I’ll be rummaging through the cupboards looking for more textured surfaces to play with tomorrow!

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Hallmark Day Baking

On more than one occasion, I’ve woken up on my birthday and had the following conversation with my sons…

“Hey guys, guess what!  It’s my birthday today!”

“Is it?  Happy birthday Mum! Should we go out for breakfast?”

Apart from Christmas and Chinese New Year, which are big family occasions, other so-called “special” days aren’t really a big deal at our place. I’ve often thought there were two reasons for that – firstly, we spend enormous amounts of time together as a family, so we don’t need a reason to get together. And secondly, we don’t have any daughters.

This year however, Big Boy has a gorgeous girlfriend, and I thought it might be nice to bake her some heart shaped rolls for Hallmark Day.

Let me explain: Pete has a very dim view of what he calls the “Hallmark Holidays” – Valentine’s Day, Mother’s Day and Father’s Day. So when our friends at Youeni referred to the 14th February as “Hallmark Day”, we instantly adopted the term.

I thought sweet bread was appropriate for the occasion, so I made a batch of our Pain Viennois dough. Once it had bulk proved, I rolled off four 60g (2oz) balls and shaped them into hearts, following these instructions

The remaining dough was rolled out and spread with hazelnut praline and choc chips, then rolled up and sliced into scrolls…

After a second rise, these were brushed with a little milk and then baked (with the hearts) in a preheated 200C fan oven for 15 minutes until golden brown…

The scrolls weren’t overly gooey, but they were delicious – my darling husband ate one when no-one was looking, and then walked into the room with incriminating chocolate smeared all over his face…

Do you celebrate special days at your place?

As I said, I’m sure that if we’d had daughters, things would have been different here. But on the odd occasion when I’ve made a comment (in jest), the gentle reply has always been, “Every day is Mother’s Day. When have we ever not done what you wanted?”

I can never think of a single example, so I really can’t complain! ♥

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2019 Update:
This tutorial was written more than nine years ago and I now make my sourdough in a very different way. Please refer to the 2018 Sourdough Cooking Class: Step By Step Instructions for our latest instructions, it will help you to produce a much better first loaf. I will leave this post up for archive purposes. 

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This sourdough tutorial produces a tender, closed crumb bread rather than a crusty, holey loaf. I’ve written it to provide bakers who are new to sourdough with an easy first loaf – the lower hydration dough is easier to handle than the much wetter ones needed to produce more “traditional” crusty loaves.

The aim is to provide a “proof of concept” first loaf – once you know your sourdough starter will actually produce decent bread, you can then experiment to your heart’s content!

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Inspired by Rachel’s sourdough diary post, I thought I’d try writing a beginner’s sourdough tutorial in a similar format.  I’ve ended up with a very long and detailed post, so please don’t feel you need to read it all if breadmaking isn’t your thing!

Some basic information:

Firstly, sourdough bread refers (generally) to loaves which are baked using wild yeasts rather than commercial bakers’ yeast.  These wild yeast organisms are kept alive in the form of a “starter” (also known as a “leaven”), and are fed regularly with flour and water.

Secondly, baking sourdough bread involves a time commitment.  Unlike regular yeast breads which can be turned around in a couple of hours, sourdough baking from start to finish can take up to two days (with some artisan bakers taking even longer than that).  Generally speaking, the longer the dough takes to rise, the more sour the finished loaf will be.

Thirdly, if at all possible, use scales to weigh out your dough ingredients.  I say that even though I feed my starter in cup measures (as that was how I started years ago, and it was too hard to rework my recipes).  But for actually making the dough, I always use scales.

Finally, apart from patience, the other important ingredient is bakers’ flour (also known as bread flour).  This flour has a significantly higher protein content than plain (AP) flour, and is required to achieve rise in the finished loaf.  When I refer to “flour” in the text below, I always means “bakers’ flour”.

Edit: try to feed your starter with filtered water, especially if your tap water is a bit dodgy. I’ve had a few friends who’ve had difficulty with their doughs as a result of heavily chlorinated tap water, so I’ve amended the instructions below accordingly.

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Day 1

To begin with, you need a sourdough starter. Lots of people make their own, but I bought mine from the US.

I actually bought two starters and at some point they merged into Priscilla, who lives in a covered container in the fridge.

After a period of time in the fridge, a liquid (“hooch”) might form on the top of the starter. This might be quite dark in colour. Don’t panic! Either tip it out or stir it in, whichever you prefer.

This is what Priscilla looks like after having been ignored for a week…

Before I can bake with her, she needs to be woken up and given a few feeds for optimum potency.

As I was planning to bake on Saturday, at 1.00pm on Friday, I took the container out of the fridge, gave it a stir, and then scooped ½ cup of starter into a large bowl.

Into the bowl, I stirred in ¼ cup each of bakers flour and filtered water. It was then covered with clingfilm and left on the bench.

Into the container, I stirred in ¼ cup each of bakers flour and filtered water. It was then covered and returned to the fridge for next time. Always remember to feed your fridge starter every week or so to keep it alive.

At 5.00pm, I gave the starter on the bench another ¼ cup bakers flour / filtered water feed.

At 10.00pm, I gave her a final feed of ½ cup each of bakers flour and filtered water (the little extra just to get her through the night)…

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Day 2

At 6.00 am the following morning, the starter was fluffy and bubbly and frothy.

Please trust me on this: don’t bother trying to bake bread if your starter is sluggish – you’ll just end up with a flat loaf.  It should look like this before you begin…

If your starter is still looking a bit flat at this stage, give it another small ¼ cup feed and leave it for a few more hours to get bubbly before making the dough. 

Priscilla can be a bit of a diva – sometimes she needs more pampering than others.

7.00 am

In a large mixing bowl, I combined:

  • 150g bouncy, ripe starter
  • 250g water (filtered, if necessary)
  • 25g olive oil
  • 500g bakers’ flour
  • 10g fine sea salt

The ingredients were squelched together – the aim is to squish them all between your fingers until no dry bits remain (that’s as technical as I can get!)…

After scraping off my fingers, the dough looked like a shaggy mess. It was left to rest, covered, for half an hour – this brief pause makes the kneading process much easier…

7.30am:

I uncovered the dough, and gave it a quick knead in the bowl – I timed myself and kneaded for exactly one minute, which was all it took to work the dough into a reasonably smooth condition.

At this stage, the dough was covered and left to bulk prove for several hours.

1.00pm:

As it was Saturday, Pete and I spent the morning running Small Man to sport and then shopping. We didn’t get back until 1pm, by which time the dough was well and truly risen. It’s very warm here in Sydney at the moment – at different times of the year, the proving time will vary from four to ten hours.

The aim is to allow the dough to double in size (watch the dough, not the time!), but mine went beyond that.  It’s a testament to the vitality of Priscilla that she always seems to bounce back, regardless of how long I leave her doughs (other starters might vary)…

I scraped the dough onto a lightly oiled bench…it deflated in the process…

…and then I shaped it into a round ball, by folding the edges into the middle as follows:

I lined a baking tray with parchment paper, and gently positioned the ball of dough onto it.  A sheet of clingfilm was sprayed with a little oil, and laid snugly over the dough to stop it forming a skin.

It was left to prove until puffed up, but not quite doubled in size.  If it gets too large on this second proving, it might not rise as well in the oven.

(A note: please check the recommended baking temperature for your parchment paper – the brand I use is safe up to 230C.  If you’re at all concerned, place the  dough directly onto a greased tray.)

1.45pm:

The oven was preheated to maximum.

2.10pm:

Once the dough had risen, I removed the clingfilm…

…and slashed the top with a serrated knife.

As my friend Teck Poh used to say, “Slash with panache!”  The dough was quite firm, and coped well with quick, assertive cuts…

2.15pm:

After spritzing the top of the dough with a little water, I popped the tray into the oven, dropping the temperature to 220C with fan at the same time.  The dough was baked at this temperature for 20 minutes.

The hot oven causes the yeasts to burst and give the dough one last lift before dying off, in a process known as “oven spring”.

3.05pm:

Here’s a photo of the loaf at the 20 minute mark – as you can see, it had risen considerably by that time. Opening the oven door to take a photo was not a particularly smart thing to do, as it let all the heat out, but I wanted to show you what it looked like at this stage. It was quite brown already…

3.05pm:

I turned the oven down to 175C with fan, and baked the loaf for a further 20 – 30 minutes.

Bake until the crust is hard and quite brown, and the base sounds hollow when tapped (take the loaf out with oven gloves and turn it over in your hand, then knock on the bottom with a knuckle – it should sound drum-like).

In breadmaking, an extra ten minutes won’t do much harm (my loaf needed the full 30 minutes at 175C), and if there is any doubt about whether or not the loaf is ready, it’s usually better to bake it for a bit longer.

The loaf was left to cool completely before slicing (cutting a hot loaf causes it to go stale faster, and can also result in a gummy crumb)…

This method produces a tender crumbed white sourdough loaf with a mild flavour.   It isn’t the chewy ciabatta bread that we normally eat at home, but it’s a great first loaf to bake, as the lower hydration makes the dough quite easy to handle.

There will be leftover starter in the bowl, which can be stashed in the fridge for later use, or turned into sourdough pancakes.

If you have any questions, please feel free to leave them below, and if I can’t answer them, I’m sure one of my many sourdough baking buddies will be able to help!

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PS: My neighbour Michelle, whom I taught to bake bread a couple of weeks ago, tested this recipe for me. She added soaked grains to her dough. This was her first sourdough loaf ever, and look at what a wonderful job she did!

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Happy Chinese New Year!

Today marks the start of the Year of the Snake, and I’m sure it’s going to be a great one for us, because we’ve finally managed to grow Snake beans in our garden!

These are my favourite vegetable in the whole world. When I was growing up, I would beg my mother to allow us to eat these every night during their short season. To this day, she’ll still cook them whenever it’s a special occasion, just for me.

This is our third attempt to grow these beans, and the first time we’ve succeeded.  The problem is that they require warm ground temperatures in order to germinate, and our first attempts to sow them directly didn’t result in a single seedling.

At the end of last year, lovely Linda sent us some of her seeds and we were able to raise half a dozen robust seedlings in our heated propagation tray. These were planted out near the garage in a sheltered location that faces south-west – probably not the ideal spot, but the only one we had available at the time.

Despite the bonkers weather we’ve had recently (46C days followed by torrential downpours), the plants have grown…and grown…

Every morning, their gorgeous orchid-like flowers open – they’re the largest bean flowers I’ve ever seen…

Each flower results in TWO long snake beans (occasionally three)…

This is the third bunch we’ve harvested in the last week!  As Linda pointed out in her recent post, they’re heavy croppers…

After harvesting the beans last week, Pete and I stopped in at Flemington Markets – we’re don’t go very often anymore, as we don’t need to buy as much these days.  I couldn’t resist this 3kg box of gorgeous jewel-like capsicums for just $8.

When we got home, we were delighted to discover that they were actually extra large jalapeños..

Dinner that night was a stir-fry of Snake beans, sliced jalapeños, onions, Australian garlic and diced prosciutto, seasoned with oyster sauce.

I think eating Snake beans is a very auspicious way to celebrate the Year of the Snake!   Hope it’s a happy one for all of you! ♥

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